The Return

I am back, there  has been so much going on. Kids, Family, girlfriend, work, motorcycle accidents, ex’s. . . . life!

Lets start with why I stopped writing this blog. It wasn’t because of my stellar typing skills or as some of you have pointed out in the comments my less than epic grammar. I stopped because this became ego. I appreciated the recognition I would get from friends that said they liked my latest post or read in the comments about how what I wrote may have helped someone understand their life situation a bit better. There was another side, I was getting fixated on how many people read my latest blog, how far did my blog travel around the world. Who’s reading it? what are the comments, good or bad. I was driven by the graphs and numbers. This is not why I started this, this wasn’t my plan! This became all-consuming, this became what mattered, this became the purpose! That is why I stopped. I was able to recognize that I was on the wrong path. I saw that my ego had taken over something that I loved and twisted into a self-serving purpose. I did this for me but not for recognition, not for stats, not to see whom had read my latest blog. I did this cause all of us at some point in time or another all go through some rough patches in life. Some people have no one they can talk to or trust to share their life with. Some people don’t have the support foundation they need to pass through a rough patch. I have had support and I have felt that there is no one but me. Our jobs in this world as human beings is easy treat ALL people with dignity and respect and the most important thing is to give back! This is one of the things that I do to give back. This is just me and if you can relate to what was written and it may have helped you to understand your place a bit better than that’s all that matters. If you didn’t understand what was written or didn’t like it then it wasn’t meant for you.

Every day is new chapter of life, today is about to begin and I am glad to be able to share it with you.